I'm Sorry Aaru ❤️

Mera betu mai ye latter 03:23 am ko likh raha hu and i wanted to say im really sorry 🥹 sorry maf kardo mujhe 🥹.

I know I made mistakes🥹. I said things I should never have said🥹🥹. I did things I wish I could erase🥹🥹. And for every single moment I caused you pain😭😭, I carry that guilt with me like a stone in my chest🥹🥹. You deserved so much better from me i tried 🥹 but I failed 🥹🥹 — and that breaks me more than anything else ever could😭😭😭😭.

I never wanted to hurt you🥹, Aaru. Please believe that🥹.u think that my behavior changed 🥹 from when i joined the college 🥹apne socha mai muh marta hu 🥹🥹 jo maine kabhi ni kiya hai 🥹🥹 mai kisi ke sath bat ni karta 🥹🥹 except ashish in college 🥹akela baith ke bhi maine imagination me apke sath ka scenario banake🥹🥹🥹 khus hua hu 🥹

Ap sochte ho college join karne ke badh mai change ho gya 🥹🥹 nhi lakde ki koi value ni hoti hai jab tak wo na kamaye🥹🥹 isliye mai aur ashis ne kam dhundha 🥹🥹.

Par ye sab ke chakkar me 🥹 apko laga mera behavior change ho gya 🥹🥹 time dena band ni kiya maine 🥹 bass delay ho gya 🥹🥹🥹 still im craving to talk to u baccha 🥹🥹. misunderstanding always kills the relationship 🥹🥹.

sirf kam pe yad ni karta 🥹🥹 hamesha mauka dundhta rehta hu ki mauka mil jaye bat karne ke liye 🥹🥹 chahe kam pe hu ya college me 🥹🥹 mai puri kosis karta hu 🥹🥹 kash me ye apko dikha pata 🥹🥹.

efforts are useless jab tak ache se dikha na pao🥹🥹 yaha bhi aisa hai itna dur ho mere se 🥹🥹kuch ni dikha pata hu ki mai apko kitna miss karta hu 🥹🥹 jab available ni rehta 🥹🥹 kaise dikhau🥹🥹 ki kitna kosis karta hu bass ek conversation ke liye 🥹🥹.

Kaise dikhau yee sab😭😭😭 limited energy hoti hai human ke pass🥹🥹mai rota reh gya but itni himmat ni hui ki firse conversation start kar saku🥹🥹🥹 kon hi hai apke siwa mera 🥹🥹 kisko apna emotion batata fir 🥹🥹 maf kardo 🥹🥹🥹 abse kabhi mai apko apni family problem ka bojh apke sar ni rakhunga 🥹🥹 pehele pta hota to mai kabhi ni btata 🥹🥹sorry for everything ik sorry wont fix everything i did 🥹.

Time ata hai ek jab problems ka bhandar ake sar pe ek sath girta hai 🥹🥹 aur wo time mear chal raha hai 🥹🥹I really scare to loose u 🥹🥹🥹 pls forgive me 🥹🥹 kaha jaunga kaise jiunga apke bina 🥹🥹its very easy to say 🥹🥹 but its evry hard to do 🥹🥹🥹 ni reh sakta apke bina 🥹🥹 apna kabhi chorke ni jata 🥹🥹 aur mai bhi ni jane wala 🥹🥹 khud ko perfect bananeka socha but utnahi gir gya 🥹🥹 mai apke nazar mai 🥹🥹There will never be a day that I stop loving you🥹🥹. No argument, no silence, no distance can undo what you are to me🥹🥹😭. You are my person💗🥹. My Aaru💗🫂🫂. My everything♾️🫂🥹. And if this life gives me anything — I pray it gives me enough time to show you just how much you matter🥹🥹and how much i love u 💗🥹.

I love you💗. More than these words🥹. More than this page🥹. More than forever♾️.